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The Conscience

Poor, poor Jiminy Cricket. All alone in a candy store.

Who gave birth to me- The Conscience?

It was no blank slate or was it? In that bloody state.

When they cut the chord and tied it up

Did the Doctor slap so hard: to breathe in the good and the bad?

The right and the wrong?

Who the hell gave birth to Me- The conscience?

In this orphan state I want a mother

To chide me and send me to bed.

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